11.29.2002
Lunchtime Omen
There were no egg salad sandwiches left at the Earth Sciences snack bar today. It's a sign I suppose...telling me that it's time for a change.
Oh well. The sandwiches never tasted good anyway.
There were no egg salad sandwiches left at the Earth Sciences snack bar today. It's a sign I suppose...telling me that it's time for a change.
Oh well. The sandwiches never tasted good anyway.
11.24.2002
Frailty
The whole idea of pain is to make us avoid further contact with anything that poses danger to our well-being. Then why, may I ask, do we keep running back to those who cause us emotional harm?? Is this some kind of price that humans must pay in order to achieve the much-glorified "true love"?? Or is it simply part of our sadistic nature??
The whole idea of pain is to make us avoid further contact with anything that poses danger to our well-being. Then why, may I ask, do we keep running back to those who cause us emotional harm?? Is this some kind of price that humans must pay in order to achieve the much-glorified "true love"?? Or is it simply part of our sadistic nature??
11.23.2002
To Hibernate
Wow, I must be very sleep-deprived. I woke up at 1:30 today...something I haven't done since gr. 12, if I remember correctly. University's sure sucking the life outta me...=\
Wow, I must be very sleep-deprived. I woke up at 1:30 today...something I haven't done since gr. 12, if I remember correctly. University's sure sucking the life outta me...=\
11.22.2002
Independent
I aced my calculus test, yet I wanna cry. Tell me I'm fucked up.
Stressed, so stressed. Everything's happening at the very wrong time.
I hate handling everything alone. I really do. But I must.
I'm an only child, never learnt to share. Happiness, sadness, love, hatred...all locked up. And the safe won't open until another explosion.
I aced my calculus test, yet I wanna cry. Tell me I'm fucked up.
Stressed, so stressed. Everything's happening at the very wrong time.
I hate handling everything alone. I really do. But I must.
I'm an only child, never learnt to share. Happiness, sadness, love, hatred...all locked up. And the safe won't open until another explosion.
Die Another Day
Life doesn't look so good when this is hitting close to home...ToT
11.27 - chemistry lab + lab quiz
11.28 - physics formal lab
11.29 - calculus quiz
12.02 - physics test + chemistry lab
12.03 - chemistry quiz
12.04 - psychology test
12.05 - biology lab quiz + calculus test
12.09 - biology test
12.12 - chemistry final
12.13 - heaven on Earth
Life doesn't look so good when this is hitting close to home...ToT
11.27 - chemistry lab + lab quiz
11.28 - physics formal lab
11.29 - calculus quiz
12.02 - physics test + chemistry lab
12.03 - chemistry quiz
12.04 - psychology test
12.05 - biology lab quiz + calculus test
12.09 - biology test
12.12 - chemistry final
12.13 - heaven on Earth
11.21.2002
Still My Number One
Just decided to post this to remind myself how good life is...=D
![[Panasonic MJ55]](http://individual.utoronto.ca/kakeru/mj55.jpg)
Just decided to post this to remind myself how good life is...=D
11.18.2002
The Next Station Is...
Being the subway buff that I am, the opening of the Sheppard Line is just super-exciting. Guess I'll be having a little field trip of my own next Monday...=D Too bad I don't have a digital camera to take pictures...
Being the subway buff that I am, the opening of the Sheppard Line is just super-exciting. Guess I'll be having a little field trip of my own next Monday...=D Too bad I don't have a digital camera to take pictures...
Weak Week
Usually, I love Mondays. Not this one though. Getting stuck at Kennedy station waiting with at least some other 150 people, was bad. Having this annoying guy talk beside you all the way through the cheek-to-cheek (and I don't mean the ones above your neck =P) subway ride, was worse. Arriving at Con Hall late and therefore forced to sit on the cement floor for an hour, was worst.
And usually, I love Fridays. Not this one though. Having a physics quiz of which you're completely clueless is one thing. Getting your dreadful calculus midterm mark is another...x_x
Usually, I love Mondays. Not this one though. Getting stuck at Kennedy station waiting with at least some other 150 people, was bad. Having this annoying guy talk beside you all the way through the cheek-to-cheek (and I don't mean the ones above your neck =P) subway ride, was worse. Arriving at Con Hall late and therefore forced to sit on the cement floor for an hour, was worst.
And usually, I love Fridays. Not this one though. Having a physics quiz of which you're completely clueless is one thing. Getting your dreadful calculus midterm mark is another...x_x
11.14.2002
10 Things I Hate About U
In no particular order...reasons why I dread going to school...
In no particular order...reasons why I dread going to school...
| 01. Physics lectures 02. Physics professors 03. Physics labs 04. Physics lab instructors 05. Physics computers...aka the "Faraday" 06. Physics tutorials 07. Physics assignments 08. Physics quizzes 09. Physics tests 10. Physics |
11.11.2002
Like A Star In The Night
History's repeating itself again...but this time, it's with a different person, a different song, and a different feeling.
History's repeating itself again...but this time, it's with a different person, a different song, and a different feeling.
11.10.2002
Phenotypic Plasticity
And I thought I was stubborn. Apparently, my hairline is even more so. After ten years of staying at the same place, now it just won't move. No matter how much gel I put on my hair, it always reverts to its original position. Ahhh...somebody help...
It surprised me this afternoon when basically the whole hair salon said I needed a new haircut...boring was the general agreement between the stylists there (I've been cutting my hair there since forever, so they know me quite well). I suppose it's destined, 'cause before going I was all ready to give myself a new look. With their "encouragement" though, I simply had no choice. =P So here I am, with hair that resembles my favourite food...that'd be sea urchin for those who are curious. It sure feels weird, but heck, if plants can change their appearance upon different environments...why can't I??
And I thought I was stubborn. Apparently, my hairline is even more so. After ten years of staying at the same place, now it just won't move. No matter how much gel I put on my hair, it always reverts to its original position. Ahhh...somebody help...
It surprised me this afternoon when basically the whole hair salon said I needed a new haircut...boring was the general agreement between the stylists there (I've been cutting my hair there since forever, so they know me quite well). I suppose it's destined, 'cause before going I was all ready to give myself a new look. With their "encouragement" though, I simply had no choice. =P So here I am, with hair that resembles my favourite food...that'd be sea urchin for those who are curious. It sure feels weird, but heck, if plants can change their appearance upon different environments...why can't I??
11.08.2002
Troubling
I need to blog. I need to get all the complains out of my system before I can concentrate on studying for my chem test. I am really fucked up this time. I just did the practice test & I got like what, 3 right?? Tragic.
School sucks, but I still like it. Don't ask me why but downtown TO just has this special appeal to me. Today, for example, was just breath-taking. With all the leaves falling & people walking & sunlight shining, it was just gorgeous. Not to mention that I was listening to "Remember the hill" while eating my very-much-enjoyed rice krispies. Life was perfect for a short, but memorable, five minutes.
That's until chem lecture started. It seems to me that no matter how hard CSB tries, Friday lectures are always, always, ALWAYS, super boring. I can never help zoning out & start jotting down ideas for my blog. It's that bad. Enthalpy & entropy...who the hell cares. Well I guess I will on Tuesday when I write my term test...=P
The worst part of all, however, is my love life. While others are busy getting laid (oh you know who you are), or getting it on with their prospective mates, I'm still stuck here, talking to myself on this pathetic little site where nobody visits. "fogged up window"?? More like "fucked up whino". (Ahhh gotta stop the swearing...apparently I'd be sinning according to some...)
I need to blog. I need to get all the complains out of my system before I can concentrate on studying for my chem test. I am really fucked up this time. I just did the practice test & I got like what, 3 right?? Tragic.
School sucks, but I still like it. Don't ask me why but downtown TO just has this special appeal to me. Today, for example, was just breath-taking. With all the leaves falling & people walking & sunlight shining, it was just gorgeous. Not to mention that I was listening to "Remember the hill" while eating my very-much-enjoyed rice krispies. Life was perfect for a short, but memorable, five minutes.
That's until chem lecture started. It seems to me that no matter how hard CSB tries, Friday lectures are always, always, ALWAYS, super boring. I can never help zoning out & start jotting down ideas for my blog. It's that bad. Enthalpy & entropy...who the hell cares. Well I guess I will on Tuesday when I write my term test...=P
The worst part of all, however, is my love life. While others are busy getting laid (oh you know who you are), or getting it on with their prospective mates, I'm still stuck here, talking to myself on this pathetic little site where nobody visits. "fogged up window"?? More like "fucked up whino". (Ahhh gotta stop the swearing...apparently I'd be sinning according to some...)
11.03.2002
First Impression
Here's Kakeru in South Park mode...I bet you're drooling.
![[Stop touching me!]](kakerusp.jpg)
Here's Kakeru in South Park mode...I bet you're drooling.
Stuck In The Moment
My tarepanda clock is starting to piss me off real bad. Ever since I adjusted it for DST, it's been going wacko...either it stops at some point, or the three hands just won't move in coherence.
Stupid pandas. Did you not have enough bamboo or something??
My tarepanda clock is starting to piss me off real bad. Ever since I adjusted it for DST, it's been going wacko...either it stops at some point, or the three hands just won't move in coherence.
Stupid pandas. Did you not have enough bamboo or something??
11.02.2002
Frozen
Your hand was cold, but not as cold as my heart. "I'm good" was said over & over again just to make sure that you realize how fucking good my life is without you. I'm not bitter. I'm just numb.
5 years of blood & sweat summed up in two certificates...another reason for me to stay away from Campbell.
Your hand was cold, but not as cold as my heart. "I'm good" was said over & over again just to make sure that you realize how fucking good my life is without you. I'm not bitter. I'm just numb.
5 years of blood & sweat summed up in two certificates...another reason for me to stay away from Campbell.
