Euphoria
Just as I thought I've reached my ultimate high after buying two amazing albums, I received THIS, a letter from my psych professor...xD
"I am happy to tell you how pleased the Psychology 100 staff and I are with the overall trend of your performance in the course so far. Your grade on the second term test places you among the best performers on that test."
What second test?? I didn't even finish reading the book until the night before...lol. But still...I'M SO HONOURED!!

I Win, Therefore I Am
Sometimes, I think that my competitiveness gets way overboard. Like today, I ran my ass off, swore my head off, and gasped my lungs off just to arrive at Con Hall earlier than some sonuvabeech. Silly it may sound, but I actually loved the "victory". Har.

Unsent
This is what I wrote on the night of Jaunary 10, if I remember correctly...never got to post it though since it seemed pointless after completion. Little did I know that it would come back to haunt me.
"I've told myself over and over again not to be so passive. Yet it is simply not of my nature to go up to someone and say, 'hey, wanna be friends??' I thought I've grown to be a more open and socializing person...but I was wrong. And if it weren't for yesterday's occurrence, I would've completely forgotten how easily intimidated I am. I've tried my best in these few years to establish the image that I'm fearless, that I'm superior, that I'm independent...that, I don't mind being single. But that is exactly what it was originally meant to be - only an image. In reality, I am anything BUT strong. The only reason I can handle everything on my own is because I HAVE TO."

Lazy Eyes
Does red go better with black...or with blue??

Let Go!
I'm planning my lawsuit against the TTC for battery causing serious physical harm...to my bag.
Since the train going southbound was already there when I got to St. George, I had to run like a mad man just to get in. Unfortunately, my bag was a lil slow in following. As a result, part if it got caught in the subway doors. Now common sense told me that the doors would re-open (I mean, what if it was part of someone's arm instead??)...so I kinda tugged (alright I pulled like crazy) at the bag, trying to get it back out, while at the same time waiting for the door to budge. But no...completely outta my expectation, the door did NOT open, & therefore I couldn't get the bag out until the next station.
It was embarrassing (I laughed at myself out loud) & scary (seriously, what if it wasn't my bag, but ME who got caught??) at the same time. So I feel that it's my obligation to let the whole world (well at least everybody in TO) know how dangerous the subway trains really are...by having some monetary compensation myself.
Thank you and have a nice day.

To Have It All
My mom & I had a nice lil chat today while making my beloved potato salad. She mentioned that she's very scared that I, who's been hiding in the greenhouse all along, would not be able to handle a great obstacle when the time comes.
Right on, mother; I've always been afraid of the same thing. I AM very fortunate...so fortunate that I'm extremely paranoid about losing it all. I fear that one day, I will no longer have the "perfect" life that I'm currently enjoying. People often say that you won't cherish something until you lose them...but that's not true of me. I cherish everything that I have, right now, when they're nice and tangible in my hands. The price that comes with it though, is fear. You won't want to lose them, because you know how precious they really are.
I guess it's not such a bad idea, after all, to not realize the importance of things until they're gone...forever.

Beside You
Was it just a coincidence??...or was there more to it??
I hope I didn't give you the wrong impression...it's not that I didn't wanna look at you, it's just that I didn't dare; it's not that I didn't wanna talk to you, I just couldn't find the words; and it's not that I didn't feel happy, it's just that I couldn't let you know. Not yet.

Save A Seat
Everything does happen for a reason. What seemed like another messy situation turned out to be much-needed refuge. Who knew??

New Kid On The Block
CoB vs. KoB...now the decision is even tougher. O_o Just when I thought I've made my choice too...
Maybe I should flip the coin again. =P

Giggles & Chuckles
Can't stop smiling...xD Just a few things to be really happy about.
01. My lab schedule for this month (only 1 per week!!)
02. My 2-hour school day tomorrow
03. My new physics prof
04. KoB's eyes...xD
A great start for the 2003 school year, I must say. <bright-eyed smile>

In A Mere Moment
Woohoo, for once, I actually woke up before BOTH of my parents...xD The power of alcohol AND mahjong I tell ya...=P
Can't believe my 3-week holidays is coming to an end. It seemed only yesterday that I smiled idiotically upon leaving Wetmore Dining Hall. This year though, I can proudly claim that I've accomplished something during the break. Messy room no longer messed (I love staying in here now 'cause it's just so clean...xD), bio assignment half finished (lol), and of course, no more driving tests for me from now on. EVER!! That is unless I move to another country or something...but we'll worry about that later. =P It's human nature to long for days of rest, so I'm not ashamed to admit that, yes, I will be having some tough times adjusting. Maybe I'll cry tonight when I have to go sleep early. <gasp> Maybe I'll forget to change and wear my PJs to school. Or maybe I'll get on the wrong subway and end up at Eaton's Centre instead (yes, PLEASE!!). But seriously, this break is starting to get real boring...I think I've typed so many messages in the past few weeks (both in forums & on ICQ), the letters on my keys are fading...lol. Plus, there are some people that I haven't seen for 24 days, and am very looking foward to see...<wink wink> So goodbye Christmas break, and reading week here I come!!

That's It?
Alright, I passed...for real this time. It was a lot easier than I thought, but I also made a lot more mistakes than I thought. =P For God's sake I almost died over the parallel parking...x_x Either way, I'm suffering from "dénouement depression" right now...you know, the kind that you get after some exciting incident occurs. My driving test was supposed to be the highlight of this Christmas break...every single day, almost everything I did led up to this moment. Yet it only lasted 25 minutes. O_o So now, I feel like I had a semi-orgasm or what not...it wasn't the best, it wasn't the worst. I just feel numb!!

Amazing Grace
I passed, I passed, I passed!! I passed the "line up without bitching" test!!
Lol...man was I relieved to know that my driving exam has been postponed to tomorrow. To a better time, with better-shovelled roads. God does love me. I love you too Dad. xD

Mission Impossible
Erm...I meant New Year's resolutions...
01. Get into a serious and stable relationship
02. Be less of a sucker for sweet-talking
03. Avoid unnecessary arguments
04. Define "unnecessary"
05. Gain at least 5 pounds
06. Try to keep my room clean for 3 months straight
07. Have at least a 3.9 for year end
08. Get a job in the summer