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Green With Fury
Once, it can be called coincidence. Twice, fortunate happenings. Three times, crazy karma...
And when the same situation presents itself more often than that, it's too much to be called any of the above. It becomes "God's funny lil joke on you". And I'm not laughing.
Why must I either get nothing, or get more than what I came here for??
EDIT: Oh shit it gets even "better". OH SHIT.

Kakeru @ 14:02 +

Surfacing
So we meet again...in a place where the memories of us were so nicely hidden I almost forgot we were ever there. It wasn't until you reappeared, looking just like you did, was I reminded of what once haunted me for years. Maybe it's 'cause the place is now so different...& so are we. I wonder if you saw me; my guess is yes. And I also wonder if I would've gone up to you & paid my greetings if I were to notice you earlier; my guess, is no.

Kakeru @ 18:52 +

La La La Love Song
After what was seemingly the most dreadful wait, I finally got the CD version of Amuro's new single, which means my "Ultimate JPop Ballads" (well, the recent ones anyway) album is now complete!! Burned it as soon as I could...& here's the tracklist:
Amuro Namie - ALL FOR YOU
Amuro Namie - I WILL with piano
Amuro Namie - Wishing On The Same Star
BoA - Nothing's gonna change
BoA - JEWEL SONG
Crystal Kay - Motherland
Hamasaki Ayumi - Moments
hitomi - IS IT YOU?
Kuraki Mai - Like a star in the night
MISIA - Everything
MISIA - Nemurenu yoru wa kimi no sei
Nakashima Mika - FIND THE WAY
Nakashima Mika - Yuki no hana
RUI - Tsuki no shizuku
(I'm not gonna justify anything; every song's on there for a reason. =P But comment ahead)

Kakeru @ 09:48 +

Easy Breezy
Finished course enrolment in 3 minutes...record time!! What a relief. Most importantly, I got the afternoon slot for BCH371, so no more morning labs for me, YOU 370 SUCKERS!! =P Anyway, I just checked my schedule, & ALL my classes are in Med Sci, hahahaha. I guess travelling between classes won't be a problem for me (they better finish the renovation/asbestos removal by September man)...
Stupid MGB lab. Why do we need approval??

Kakeru @ 10:00 +

Pants On Fire
People, learn from me: if you're gonna keep something a secret, make sure you clean up after your shit & leave no trace of it behind; if you don't wanna get caught for lying, you gotta perpetuate it. And you better do it good, so that nobody would be able to tell you were lying in the first place AND that you're still doing it. In fact, if you do it properly, you'll start to believe the lie yourself. That's when you reach the peace of mind you need to go on with you life, as if nothing had happened.
...so, what's new with me, you ask?? Nothing.

Kakeru @ 16:44 +

(Un)dying Love
(I apologize to the non-Chinese readers out there, but I'm sure this will intrigue those who can understand)
Ever noticed that "¦º¤ß" & "¦º¤ß¶ò¦a", while only differ by 2 characters, mean polar opposite things?? It's almost like our ancestors' way of telling us that the two aren't as clear cut as we'd like to think they are...

Kakeru @ 12:55 +

Re: SATC E64
You know how once in a while, something funny yet ridiculous would come up on TV, & you'd have such a good laugh because you THOUGHT it'd never happen to you?? Well next time, think twice before you make that assumption, because I've just fallen victim to that mindset. And let me tell ya, it's nowhere close to funny. True, I cracked up when the incident occurred, but when reality started settling in, I was very annoyed...still am, actually. And it doesn't help knowing that I laughed, LAUGHED, at the thought of something like this happening. Never say never people.

Kakeru @ 01:24 +

Encore
Decided to revive my radio blog just 'cause JPop is getting interesting again...got so many good songs to listen to lately, & I can already see more to come (eg. Amuro's & Ayu's new singles). Hopefully this time the bandwidth won't overload as quickly...I swear to God there's a stalker out there who's been listening to my last radio 24/7, ultimately leading to its downfall (hey, here's another fact about me: I can dream with my eyes open!! =P). If that happens again, then I guess I'll spend the time to find a more reliable server. Was being lazy this time. Like always.
EDIT: Tripod deleted my account this time around 'cause it had "too few hits"...oh the irony. <sigh>

Kakeru @ 15:04 +

Schadenfreude
I have such mean thoughts in my mind right now...& as much as I want to lash them all out, I've chosen not to share with the whole wide world by posting them here. But let me just say one thing:
Now you know how it feels.

Kakeru @ 01:26 +

A Handful
From Kyren's blog...
01. I am the first & only son on my father's side who doesn't have the character "§Ó (chi)" in my Chinese name.
02. And I have my mom to thank for that.
03. I overanalyze everything.
04. I poked someone in the eye with a pencil when I was in kindergarten. Intentionally.
05. I can name all the animals of the Chinese Zodiac, in order, in 2 seconds.
06. And I used to be able to name the 50 states, in alphabetical order, in half a minute. Used to.
07. I just realized today that my left arm is (much) stronger than my right.
08. I can't draw for the life of God.
09. I chose to play the flute back in gr. 7 because my best friend of the time did.
10. And that's the best choice I've ever made.
That was fun...I might add more later. Maybe to 20 things. =P

Kakeru @ 23:26 +

On The Line
...it's like downloading¹ a large file off the internet - you spent all this time & effort trying to get what you want, only to realize in the end that it's not what you thought it was (or just not as good as you thought it'd be). So what then?? Should we delete the file & render the time past useless?? Or should we burn it off onto a CD/DVD, put it safely aside for future reference, & reuse the emptied space for better, more useful files?? After all, our hard drive's very limited - it'll easily overload if we don't learn what to keep & what not to.
¹: It sucks even more if you're on dial-up, when it takes forever just to start something...

Kakeru @ 01:18 +

Where There's Smoke...
Disgust - that's what I'm feeling right now. I can't stop playing what you just said to me in my head...& the more I think about it, the more I wanna puke. It's revolting, really. What was I thinking??
More help in the moving on process. This rocks.
P.S. I seem to have lost my gift & can no longer come up with brilliant titles. My mind's blank. Buggers.

Kakeru @ 01:35 +

fogged up window version 7.0
"take a stand"

fellow grudgers
[+] andrew
[+] daisy
[+] diana
[+] jennifer
[+] katie
[+] keith
[+] kevin
[+] kyren
[+] mickie
[+] nelson
[+] rita
[+] ruth
[+] stefanie
[+] tary

soul searching
last.fm
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ride the rocket
~~lyrics of ayumi~~
ayumi hamasaki
do as infinity
yuna ito
hitomi yaida
namie amuro
exile
field of dreams
university of toronto

time machine