I Know

Hello.
Hello.
You’re back.
I know.
It has been a while.
I know.
Where have you been?
I don’t know. So far away.
Why?
It got so hard.
So you give up.
I had to. The world was so heavy.
You should have fought harder.
I know. But it built up like a wall.
You should have looked ahead; there could have been light.
I couldn’t see that far. It blinded me.
Does it look so bad now?
No. I wasn’t that bad.
You could have made it. You could have been strong. They would have helped if only you had told.
I should have tried. But it was different then.
You left them all behind. All alone, with no reasons and all the blame.
I’m so sorry. I wish I could take it back.
But you cannot.
I know.