Okay at least I tried to buy that novel. It turned out that the bookstore indicated was not open on weekends? There’s a test on it Tuesday. TUESDAY! >[

 

But the way home cheered me up because I saw an animal shelter and it had cats/kittens in it. I’ve wanted one for so long but my mom didn’t allow it (probably still doesn’t). Well technically it would still be impossible because I’m short on money for the month, so I’ll have to work next month to compensate. But still! The cats were really really cute. I really should’ve taken pictures, but I forgot to. I will next time I visit. Hopefully one day I’ll be financially able to adopt one, as well as permission... though something tells me it’s not gonna happen =/

 

The physics midterm went really bad. I did not get the last question at all, and I messed up on the math somewhere on the third problem. Overall I don’t feel the confidence at all... I might have to drop this course before it counts into the transcript (last day is Nov 4th). I hope parents won’t be too angry about it. But then it’s supposed to be a second year course anyway. I don’t think I can handle all 3 second year physics courses this year, so I’ll do this one next year. Although this midterm made me feel a little insecure about college workload, since it kinda shows that failing is actually possible... well at least failing did not occur to me beforehand. I really need to catch up on the math. PHY225 labs are nothing of worry tho. The only course I need to worry about is PHY251 (electricity/magnetism) which will start second term. This means I’ll have this term to figure out the second year math that’s part of the co-requisite. Once I figure out the maths and have the foundations, I hope this anxiety I’m feeling will be gone. I hate anxiety =/

 

I forgot to go to JCSA today. No wonder today felt so free... that means less Japanese practice and less ppl meeting >]

 

I haven’t touched DDR for two days straight o_O