Places: Darkness & Light / El Cielo / Patt's Place / What I shoudn't have / Where Am I? / '04 entries: Jan / Feb / Mar / Apr / May / Jun / Jul / Aug / Sep / Oct / Nov / Dec / '05 entries: Jan / Feb / Mar / Apr / May / Jun / Jul / Aug / Sep / Oct / Nov + / ChatBox / September '28 (06:23p.m.) : Getting into the bad habit of wasting the day away, again You know you are not sleeping properly when you are still up at almost six in the morning sending emails to everyone you havent talked to for the longest time. I dunno if it's the dim lighting of my room or the same mellow song that I've put on loop for the past hour or so, but i'm feeling sentimental. You know, just thinking about old days and old friends. It really makes you wonder how did the years go by so quickly. Time is such a strange phenomenon. Anyway, yeah, I should perhaps start sleeping early and that way I wouldn't feel so unenergized and lethargic. I went to a seminar on "Careers After Fine Art History" provided by the career center today, and it was not the most useful career talk. But its nice, at least now I know more options on what I can pursue after undergrad. One of the exercises we did at the seminar was to find out what kind of personality we have, and I think my sense of hierarchy is pretty strong. Thinking back to the internships I respected and at the same time feared my seniors, but for the other interns, specifically those who started on a later date than I did, I felt more confident and was able to delegate tasks (of course my seniors told me to do that, I wouldn't go out of my way to show my superiority to a newcomer) and give instructions to them. It feels almost too good. Now what does that mean? I like being in a position of power? I don't suppose so.. then again, it does feel good to be the senior of someone, even if it was just a short period of time. :) - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - September '24 (04:31a.m.) : Long since I last updated (times 2) When I said I would do regular updates more often I suppose I was really just flat out lying.. well to amend that I guess I will have to write a new entry. School started two weeks ago, and I don't know if it's me but this year everything seems so rushed; I already have an essay proposal due next week! It's not even October yet! At this rate the year will probably go by without me noticing. Which is good, and bad I suppose.. think about all the assignments I wouldn't hand-in.. right no that would be really bad! Being an art history student is bad enough, but being an art history student who couldn't pass his final year and at the least obtain an undergraduate degree would be worse eh? Goddam'it I need a job or get into grad school! I don't want to become a hobo just yet.. 8-\ (to be continued...) - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - September '02 (11:38a.m. : Pacific Time) : Long since I last updated So yeah, August I didn't do any updates, partly because I was still busy with my second internship. That one wasn't much fun, I got to work in an old room in the factory building of Texwood Group.. great?! At least the people I worked with were decent. Humm, actually I have a feeling I said this before. Anyway, glad to be done with that, and two days after that I immediately flew back to Victoria (the.. 21th?) And now, I confess: I'm a terribly lazy person, to the point where I now spent most of day sitting on my arse and do very little of everything else. Except of course the quintessentials: sleep, eat, and asian pop. Yep. That's about it. I am so lazy I don't even meet up with friends, despite saying that I would, and one of them left for Jamaica and won't be back until the 10th. Oops, my bad. Actually, I did intend on seeing her the day she leaves, but the plan was ruined when I slept-in til past one, after which I had to go visit my aunt.. anyhoo, I'm sure we'll both manage for another year.. I think. I do plan on seeing people before I leave for Toronto on the 5th, unless my laziness syndrome kicks in again, or if others happen to be too busy. Anyway. I think from now on updates will be back to normal during the school year. Expected to be back in Toronto on the 5th, should be an interesting year, because people are moving out of residence / taking a semester off. Needless to say, it's time to make new friends, because everyone needs friends. Now I'm just blabbering non-sense and don't know how to end this entry. I'm not high. I swear! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Sep's artist: Koda Kumi. Site updated and maintained by Me.